Tuesday, January 26, 2010

168th post

Firstly... something i wanted to post yday night... watched 3 ep of hai pai tian xin.... haha... Mo li and bao zhu..... in show... always the male lead will chose bao zhu... in every love triangle... in my last 2 shows also... like between joanne peh n candyce... between fiona n paige...

the male lead will always chose the "Devil" wif a kind heart... will always take the harder route... guess its because of this choice den there will be drama.. will have excitement ba... therefore the show will be interesting.. cos its not a norm choice... totally creates dramas..... but tts show... so in real life? i guess all guys will jump at the chance wif mo li instead of bao zhu ba... lets say mo li is the perfect girl as portray la.. not to say fake or whatever.... hmmz.... but maybe cos i acted b4 ba.. haha... or watch too much tv... in life... i always tend to want to chose the so called "wrong choice"... the one tt they always do in show... so.......... i felt it will be more romantic... more exciting ba.. but.... u know... haha... maybe chosing mo li isn't tt bad afterall? haha!!!! think such bao zhu n mo li cases happens in all love shows.. in many reality also... many different choices but many different outcome too! so when it finally comes down to u... what will u chose? haha... the incompatibility is always not shown as when they are finally together.. the show ends portraying a "happily ever after" image... haha!!!!

i made arguably the biggest decision of my life today.... I will tender my resignation tml at standard chartered bank.... i truely enjoyed my 7 mths at the bank.... doing well i suppose... but..... i got the job as SIA air steward.. yes... i am a guy... yes! critics might say "high class waiter", "no prospect", "mei chu xi"... but heck!!!! i decided to be "ren4 xin4" for the final time in life... over career... decided to be live for the day... to be the waiter tt will see the world!!! i wish to travel... i always wanted since my teenage years.... i think... career... future n everything can wait... live for the moment... so this blog might become like a travel blog soon!!! haha... but soon is at least ard half a year later ba... haha....

i hereby wanna thank all my fabulous FGIP for the time together.. truely miss u all de lor... Humph! always not free to come out...

wanna thanks Victor, janice, nicole, phyllis, connie, bryan...... for been so helpful... so patient wif me....
Victor all helping me in everything.. even in wee hours when i needed help ... even when u r overseas honeymoon!!!! I love u!
Janice for watching out for me... helping me get back to selegie... giving me inspiration n motivation... truely a great boss
Nicole for helping me despite in a different team... advice... when victor is not ard... without nicole i would have just die.....
phyllis n connie for being such a fren.. giving me advice.. help! really really nice lor...
bryan for drinking wif us in DND!! haha

and of cos will miss my fellow FGIPians so so so much.... really lor... selegie 2nd floor... we really own it man!!!! super happy!!!

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Friday, January 22, 2010

167th post

lotsa changes going thru in life recently... lotsa decisions... and lotsa happenings too... don know what to say also... when things clear up i shall post the updates in my life soon! haha.... yups!!!! hee....

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

166th post

Its a very very dark n black tuesday today... a day of partings....

Firstly have to bid a goodbye... eternal goodbye to sometimes...
sometimes is the brown rabbits shown below... it is around 3 mths old? it is stolen today by a "godcanikillthisasshole"!!! and returned after a few hours... DEAD!!!!! and "sinyee" is injured!! thou can be recovered and stuff... but stilll... who in the right mind will steal sure cuties and torture them til death!!!! i treated them so well.. finally after so many years.. have my own rabbits as pet... finally gotten my way of having them... but now!!?? F*** the person man!!!!
And.... finally... the FGIP sales team is finally broken up... half of us is deployed to branch... to everywhere around the island.. tampines... hougang... scotts.... bukit timah.... battery.... so tml onwards... half of my team is gone... felt so weird when one of them is not ard if they are on mc or leave... now so many of them not ard.. god!!! and by next week..... everyone will be deployed... where will i be??? but most probably.... all alone...... yarh..... its too sudden... can't even bide them farewelll... sad tt our chalet plans didn't materialise... sad that we have to part... think it was really a very happy half a year wif the FGIP team.... hmmmz.... too bad!!! everyone have to make effort to organise a gathering while we dive into our new life in our respective branch ba.. will always miss u all!!!


What a very very sucky day today... so many love ones left me in a day.... :(