Monday, December 28, 2009

165th post...

OK!!! finally a post wif pictures... haha.. if not very boring.. but i am always too lazy to post pictures la... so mah fan n lag.... anyway... the pictures above... muz really thank jiaxi's fan for the presents... haha... quite alot right? thanks so much! really lor... appreciated much.... thou i am not really gd at playing those little kids game... haha!!!


HAHA... ok.... random picture... just feel that the stitch is quite cute... isn't it? haha...

My lovely Christmas eve dinner... as its quite obvious.. japanese... its a nice jap restaurant wif waitresses in kimonos... quite a nice environment also... quite happy wif the choice... more of like a gamble since i have nv been there b4... quite like tt place... haa..... food is not bad too!! :)
Ate the salad bowl... forced by someone to eat it.. as pple who knows me know... i will nv eat vege de... this is like only the 2nd time i ate vege for someone... woot!! haha!!!! i wonder y....


this pic is taken on Christmas eve... wif the pple i spend Xmas eve wif ( DUH!! ).... i would say that its a nice day... haha!!! yups!!! thou i don know y someone is still sulking ( in this photo ).... haha!!!! yups!!!



Ok!!! this final pic.... a very very cruel thing i did... as seen.. this is a lobster i caught while prawning at pasir ris... lotsa pple muz be wondering.. how is it possible to catch a lobster while prawning? haha.. its a salt water pond la.. exclusive to pasir ris de... the water is clear and u can practically see the prawns.. but its really hard to catch as compared to the fresh water one... since they are smaller size n harder to hook... but.... haha... edwin 1st saw this lobster walking ard inside... and i use my rod to chase it around until it practically and unluckily walk into a hook by my fren... we juz pull very very hard to reel this lobster in... and of cos... as u can see from this pic... it is bbq-ed alive... struggled so hard la.. i have to use another wire guaze to press on it to prevent it from jumping off... haiz... sad to kill it la!! but its really really fresh!!! haha.... don think i will ever catch another lobster while prawning again... haha!!!

PS: ice berg melted... :)

Saturday, December 19, 2009

164th post

in my final disc of 明星的恋人..... and like i said.... watching idol drama always overwhelmed me wif feelings at times... the previous time was "bai quan nu wang".....

just felt something recently.... the more u wanna forget someone... the harder it is...
the more u don't wanna fall in love wif someone the more u can't help falling in love....
and the more..... etc.... things always turn out opposite of what u wanted isn't it?

yeah... seeing pple go thru such a love journey and experience does make one feel like going thru one... the so call "ke ku ming xin de ai qing".... and the thing is... it become "ke ku ming xin" cos things turn out badly... can't be together... and tts y... past happiness fill up the mind...

I am not emo... juz.... going to Xmas le... thinking alot... alot bout what lies ahead after Xmas... routes to chose.... path to go.... what kind of person i should be... lots n lots.... yeah...

PS: finally............... melt...

Friday, December 18, 2009

163th post

Hi... this is my 163th post... as much as i miss val... and gonna forget her real soon... i also do realise the hurt i cause pple this year.. of cos... as everyone knows.. shuana.... is the one who is the most affected.... and of cos... sad to say... other den shuana... there are other pple who i hurt... have to say sorry lor... yups!!! i sometimes don really know what i am doing also la... soon also... i will be knowing what i doing le.. yups!!! i am happy now.... but causing hurt to pple ard me... use to be vice versa.... but anyway... i am striving to be happy and making pple happy also!!!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

162th post

i am reaching starting pt.... starting pt of 25th dec.... thou i am not christian... yeah.... its the birth of christ.. i know... And yes.... it will be the birth of a new chengxi..... will be.... wif due respect to love... 1 year....... since it signify ending.... 3 years since it all started..... ending of a year where i am smiling and happy on the outside but still.... very much hurting inside... thou only few can see.... but yes.... christmas '09...... will be a start.... the start when my heart will come alive once more... the start where i will be smiling happily once more... and this time... its juz pure happiness with no sadness inside... emo-ness thrown out of the window.... and yet..... on the day itself.... there will only be one place i will be... where my soul will be..........

PS: finally took the courage and went to read the blog.. and yes... i know i can do it come Xmas.. :)

Sunday, December 6, 2009

161th post

.. its a day after my bday... and i deliberately don go anywhere... juz to stay home and blog... :).... wanted to list down one by one what i did for my bday.... but i think.... no la.... better not... watching 明星的恋人..... I am getting hooked on the show!!! haha.... i think... yarh... star..... the things tt pple look at u... some prob.... i had them some time back when i was a star la... luckily not a big time star so its not amplify til the pt shown on tv... but i like it..

Anyway... back to my bday... had a eventful eve celebration... went to movie and ate gelare..... yups!!! watched new moon... was late for the movie for 1 hr plus.. haha.. but ok la....... yups!!! wif "bella" and "bella's fren"..... haha.... went to neverland..... drink and stuff.... yups! realised tt now thai club n pub really in the trend now... haiyo..... haha... i still miss those zouk and chinablack and whatsoever... thai... juz weird...... haiyo.... anyway.... haha.... yups... juz uploaded some photos.... after neverland... went for supper.... had a long long n eventful night...

On the day itself... of cos its reserve for my parents.. see the pics below... hee... i requested de... went to eat ichiban boshi... den after tt is swensens!!! i love swensens... a special feeling to me... cos i always get a swensens treat if i get gd results in pri sch... its like..... u know.. haha... yups.... see how much ice cream can 4 of us eat.. .haha... amazing isn't it? and of cos me n jiaxi ate majority of it la....

Ok.... at this pt of time... i am super touched by tt show.... haiyo.... anyway..... yups!!! i think its only in the show maybe? tt pple can juz ignore everything and be together wif the person they like/love... like in all my show... if u all can rem.... baiwanbao... baobeifunubing.... and my final show... yifangbantingyishuigang.... haha..... all in the show i always do... defying everyone.... be wif someone i like and of cos ignoring future and everything else... haha.... i think i know y... in all show.... this is the major factor... major draw of the show... and of cos..... everyone love it... but i guess i know y.... becos majority of the pple are not brave enough to do tt in real life... or its not practical or its not..... whatever la... i think... its juz a luxury to juz follow ur heart at times...

whatever... its not emo of something... hUmpH!!! stupid pple... always say i emo in my post... haha... isn't blog suppose to be an online diary? diary is to write ur tots isn't it? haha.... tts my tot of blog la.. not some promotional tool or whatever tt pple use it as now... haha... NOT EMO!!!! hee....

anyway... pics below....

PS: HumpHH!!! i don wan to be jacob!!! i wan to be edward!!! :(



See how excited and funny my mom is? haha!!! totally stunned when she see the ice cream... haha!!! too much too much!! hee..... eat til very jialat... woot!! but i like it....
i saw this book when i was out.. at the cathay... i got one exactly the same book when i was young sia... haha!!! totally same... i read it b4 i go pri sch... cool!!!
below is the photos of my 2 beloved rabbits... haha.... sinyee and sometimes... hee... sometimes is brown... white de is sinyee...


talking bout the rabbits.. i think my whole family miss the real sinyee... i think jiaxi too... dasao arh dasao... come back... u belong here... *my bday wish*