Tuesday, June 30, 2009

138th post...

Hahaa.... i am officially not a star anymore.. not tt i am upset... not tt i am happy too.. haha!!! juz... not lor... haha.. realised tt i had unknowingly took on the "i muz be an angel cos i am a star" thingy.. cos like don wanna do wrong things in case young pple see den like i am a bad example la.. haha... but now... kinda took tt burden off.. haha.. omg.. y am i always so positive? haha...

Btw... Am going on a trip to genting wif my family...

and my drama... haha... 败犬女王... i see until... ( lucas going up the mountain for his "彻底忘记之旅") will finish it when i come back...

PS: kommer du att sakna mig när jag är borta?

Monday, June 29, 2009

137th post..



你可能永远都不会知道我有多喜欢你 ( just a quote from the show, not related to me )
please press on the video above! is nice.. realise is also very touching.. haha...


PS : reformatted

Sunday, June 28, 2009

136th post...

我们怎么可能是两条平行线....
quoted from the show i was watching.. not what i feeling... haha...

Anyway... a certain quirky little girl come tell mi bout some stuff bout myself... haha... i admire her courage... haha... long time since someone juz come tell mi off like tt... thou she don't know much bout details and stuff... but she view things as she sees it and gave a very honest opinion... haha... and her opinion does really help mi see some issues in a different way... as my intention theory always hold... haha.. i always sees the intention behind every action... her action... i believe has gd intentions.. haha!!! not a tat offended... jialat.. so late.. can't get to sleep... can't wait to watch transformer....

PS: See things in a bigger picture....

Friday, June 26, 2009

135th post

when i posted 2 post ago... i was feel the same way... the getting over n stuff...
few hours ago.. at the previous post.... i was just posting lor... a blog and stuff... but... now.. at this moment.. when i was feeling the way i am feeling now... the show.. at ep 12.... totally happen to tt guy.... but this time a bit lag.. happened to me 1st... den........ kinda thing la... omg omg.. y so....... haiyo...

我把心掏空了....但..............

PS: fold.....

134th post



i don know y... watch this drama... evoke the previous emo post... and when the show ends each time... this ending song i linked above always manage to touched me... hmmz.. think is the melody ba.... 6th july starting work le.. so many tt need to do... so little time... hmmz....

this idea behind this show is.... don look at qualities ba... go for feeling.... and yes... this is an idealogy i had believed in for years n years... until not long ago i gave up on... and started believing in compatibility.... and now... its back to the me again.... go for feeling.. and only feeling.... yeah....

PS: called the all-in... did i win? hmmz...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

133th post...

just finish the 8 episode of bai quan nu wang... hmmmz.. those who watch it should know ba... i said i could somehow relate to it... and this particular episode... i decided to blog a emo post... when i still feeling it... to rem what i feel at this moment...

我真的可以放下了吗?

it has been quite a long time since......... u know..... hmmz...
have to admit that i have been quite an ass from den til now... kinda flirt.. kinda not serious in girls and stuff... tot tt... you know... it does help... like getting surrounded by many girls.. surely beats having just one.. surely beats the restricted life i had.. surely beats having just you.... but i do realise now... i just need 1... 1 that i really want... hmmmz... i still rem saying " I can't find (love) after you".. which what i seen over the past year justify this... i think.... i can never dating purely by feeling le ba... maybe its my age ba... but of cos... i hope to be proven wrong...

Got reminded partly also cos jx say de... he say he will most prob marry his gf.. cos after this gf.. our age... the girls... and our mentality.. no more rs with just feeling la... yeah...
so he wanna keep this feeling and stuff...

haha... quite hilarious.. i now want to be serious le ba... no more random girls... no more... i miss those laughters... those laughters when i would asking myself while laughing "is this what they call happiness"? when i experience that once.. i tot... maybe there is more to it... not really tt happy ba... but now when i lost tt... like at times while laughing.. i really wish tt there was a special someone sharing tt laughter wif me... i know... the laughter den was happiness... didn't realise it when i was having it.. And now i know... After avoiding all photos of her for so long... as i saw once and had quite a few sleepless nights... avoiding all forms of info and stuff.. totally cutting this person out of my life for so long.. seeing her again a few weeks ago does totally have an answer to the chinese sentence above... yes i did... i can really wish her well as a fren and stuff...

So yups... i watch too much show le la... getting hurt den becoming flirt kinda thingy is juz for dramas... not for real life... and i will snap out of it... right at this moment... 25 years old.. golden age of life... no time to waste... i shall be happy... hee... I WILL!

PS: i will call the all-in...

132th post...

Hmmmz....

PS: Having a pocket jacks... flop got Ace and queens... refuse to give up... turn come out got flush draw le still refuse... river come out still never hit... should i call the all-in?

131th post...

i have already landed a job! banking de... haha... today! should be starting on 6th of july if nth goes wrong.... omg omg... so fast my holiday ending... this 6th of july actually means alot to me... alot alot.. It will be the 1st day into my working phase of life... The start of a carefree life for me... the start of a busy life... and stuff... omg.. i find myself getting into a fluster about how to use my remaining days.... wanna play n play all i can b4 starting... its like a last burst of fire kinda thing... haha.. til the point i was like planning my remaining days b4 i die kinda thingy... haha... feeling a tinge of depress thou... once i start... i can nv go back to the life i had in uni... hmmz... life.... goes on....

PS: hmmmz... should i..... when?

Monday, June 22, 2009

130th post...

hi all!! father's day! haha.... happy father's day to all dad and future dad... which includes myself la... haha...

If anyone of u wondering bout tt wonderful dream i had a few days ago.. which i shoutout in fb... haha... hmmmz... i still rem... i was getting married... not like i am thinking bout it everyday... haha... the scene was at a bungalow.. nice n stuff... everyone was well-dressed and its like some cocktail kinda thingy... i am like waiting for bride.. for... i also don know what la... mingling ard the crowd... talking to pple... and all my relatives like come to mi n object to my wedding.. haha... so funny.. i was like busy assuring them its right and stuff.... and the reason they object is... ( keeping it a secret )... haha... cos if the reason is said.. den the person who i dreamt of as my bride might be guessed... haha.. and of cos its a wonderful dream right? the bride is like... er.... i know de la... and of cos not gonna reveal who.. haha... cos in tt dream... or maybe in real life.. i think she will make a nice wife.. haha.. marrying her would be nice... hee... so secret... if not she know i would like she marry her she might freak out arh.. haha... yups! y is it wonderful? cos i always like some obstacles de leh... haha... family objection is always a plus point for mi in a relationship.. making things all so adventurous and romantic.. ahha... R & J... if not will be boring sia.. so yups! getting married... and stuff... den marry le was mingling ard the guest wif my "wife" she still shy shy de.. i see her also shy... haha!! feeling like 1st date.. not possible in real life la...

ok... not talking bout dream n stuff... rem the online thingy i talk bout trying to set up? its like.. i tot girls have lotsa shoes... den a online cobbler service would be nice ma... help pple fix shoe... there was this incident i wanted to help *** fix shoe... went many places.. searched online.. but either can't find or the price is too unreasonable... but feedback i get is... shoes are so cheap nowadays... pple will just throw n buy new ones... den yarh... quite true... i have to fix those shoe last time cos *** shoe size is extremely small.. hard to find tt y... true true... hahaa... den since girls like shoe so much.. i might as well sell shoe? haha... see how well charles and keith is doing... omg omg..... food for tot... is there many pple doing tt?

Anyway... i went for standard chartered interview... happily got into 2nd round of interview next week... hmmz... hope i get tt job... really.. like.... getting started on something rather den slack whole day... i realise sia... guys need to have ambition... direction... haha.. tt focus is so much more charming den juz a pretty face lor... (which is y some ugly rich guys have pretty gfs)... ok la... assuming tt the girls are not going for money ( as if! )...

hoping for a more eventful week next week... is already very pack this week liao thou.. but fun!! hee... gonna catch transformers!!! haha... booked by someone liao... haha!!! great!!! if not also don know who to ask... hee...

PS: chengxi is............................. haha..... ops!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

129th post..

hi all.... haha... updates of my life....

despite me being jobless and doing nth... i feel tt everyday is eventful n fun... haha.. til the point tt i don have time to sleep... i guess this is a prelude to my mundane working life tt is soon to come ba...

what do i always do leh... i play soccer during weekends... i play squash one of the weekdays... bowling also.... den go movies... go shopping... go party... go for drinks... and my all weekly without fail poker night...

all these is enough to keep my every week busy le... know its not gonna last thou... but will enjoy while it last... hahaa!!!

Just came back from simpang bedok after supper wif bros and my gangs of guy buddies... realised that i am like single for almost 1 year le arh... like officially single la... time flies... so fast.... haha.....

today was driving and i heard this song over the radio... (shown below)... use to like it alot... haha.... yang chen ling....

stages of life... student----adult----working adult---husband---dad---granddad(hopefully) and bye bye... haha... going into my 3 phase liao... looks like i have to make some serious thinking liao hor... time to get mature... haha....

was discussing wif jiaxi... having an idea of a blogshop... but of cos not selling anything la... clothes and shoes blogshop is so saturated... everyone is doing it... haha... selling a kind of service ( which i am not going to reveal yet ).... hmmz... get the idea after having dim sum in the morning wif mom on her bday... wondering if its gonna work... haha.... hopefully can start out gd.... planning... haha.... don wanna juz be a worker... draw a salary til the end arh... wanna be adventurous and try something... haha...

PS: might make the same mistake i made b4 but i am still going to make it.. haha!!!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

128th post

sorry arh... never update for very long le... hee... just finish watching "bai quan nu wang"... have to admit didn't wanted to watch in the 1st place cos i don really like ruan jin tian la... haha.. but growing to love the show! haha.... very nice la! i don know what it attracts me.. but somehow ba... somehow it appeals to mi... like i can relate to it ba... haha... don know how also.... recently also don know do what... also very busy.. very fun... very eventful.... haha!!! quite fun.... yeah....

*pple always believe what they want to believe... and ignore the signs of things they don wan to...*

PS: head rules over heart........ now.......

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

127th post



The above song as intro-ed by a fren... very nice! think its not very popular la... or its too new tt the old fashion me nv catch up... haha... never heard of.. but very nice.. click and see see k? recently tot of updating blog many times but log in le... don know what to write den nv lor... i have been partying too much... hahaa... feeling the lathargic-ness in me liao... haha! fun thou! its like... thou no sch, no work no anything.. but like my everyday is still busy n eventful... ahha... but i think.. have to find a job soon... cannot keep living on savings ba... will die... haha!

very torn also..... what job to do? plus some other issues and stuff... finding myself at the crossroads of many things... a certain someone always say "chose the road less travelled by...." i don even know how... haha!

Recently go df hor... wah... thou i am a guy.... haha! but honestly... my impression of guys so totally go down the drain... * not saying dragonfly guys cannot make it* but..... like... impression wise... things i saw... heard... yeah.... guys are generally bad ba... haha.... and i always tot i was bad.... meet many others and was beaten flat... not like the impression of girls got much better... haha... realised that girls nowadays got much bolder and braver... haha.... piti-ing my guy fren who was kissed so much by the girl who i don think he could even rem who... haha!! overall its sinfully hilarious... haha!! fun!!!

One very bright spot this week... got to know this girl... haha... muz be thinking bout romantic stuff right? know this girl... but nopes! is a fren's sis... like sec 3 only... she is like super zek ark ( cruel ) super duper!! til its like cute!!! haha... she super funny lor.... its like... everytime i see her i will laugh til my cheek pain... hah!!! always do very farnie stuff... creativity 100%!!! refuse to divulge who she is.... but her funniest act is to feed a baby her "nose shit" i was like OMG!!! haha... listening is funny... i think the real act... haha... disgusting sia... poor baby... haha!!! another nice song intro by me! below...

Saturday, June 6, 2009

126th post

Omg OMg!!! jialat sia.... omg... i just came back from df.. its so omg lor... didn't drink much thou... but aiyo.... jialat sia.... sucks.... worst clubbing experience ever..... omg omg!!! haiz..... hmmz.... i am not suited ba... shell-shocked.... hmmz.....

Friday, June 5, 2009

125th post...

hee!! i had a very fantastic week so far! haha...everyday also quite eventful.. quite happy.... haha... supper... drinks... ktv.... nice meals and food... i am enjoying life man... haha!!! really muz starting typing resume and look for jobs le.. should i juz start working 1st and think later? hmmz... don like den change lor... or really keep waiting for the perfect high paying slack job? haha!! joking... recently go dragonfly alot... haha... use to think only ah pek go tt place... don like it... but now feel... ok ok la.. not bad.. haha... only on wed, fri n sat la... yups!

Monday, June 1, 2009

124th post..

its 4 plus in the morning.... caught terminator... haha... don know y leh... don find it nice.. but its a must watch la.. since i always catch most of the movie... haha... omg... think the shallow me more suited to mindless chick flick or comedy.... haha.... night at the musuem 2 was very nice to me thou... haha!!! i love ben stiller... nice nice!!!

1st time in my life.. at crossroad... nothing to look forward to.... no starting of jobs.. no reopening of schs.... haha... my body clock is all topsy turvy... haha... i am living a life of don care is what time... don care is what day... cos a monday and a sat... or whatever is the same to me la.... haha!!! sounds nice right? hee... but ok ok only leh...

These few days very happy leh... haha... Spent my time doing things i like... had some interesting things.... not bad not bad... haha.... went east coast one night... used to go there alot in sec sch... long time nv go there le... after going den realise i actually missed it alot la... miss the feeling of the sea breeze on ur face and all.... haha... yups... enjoyed my time there!!! haha..... i plan to start working at mid or end june... hmmz.. have to step up my effort in my job hunt... haha....

PS: sorry to a certain someone... my blog post cause such a misunderstanding tt hurt u... sorry.... nv intended tt...