Friday, May 29, 2009

123th post..

Recently fetched a fren using my dad's lorry... and apparently she love it... haha.... saying tt my dad's lousy lorry is actually nice n she is loving it! haha... i mean... kinda shocked.. but...... happy inside... cos..... it has long long been a tot tt nowadays girls are all quite materialistic... until when i like a girl... i will tend to shower gifts... showers food tt she likes n stuff... but den... i am so wrong... yes.. there are material girls ard... but there are still nice girls ard! haha... surprisingly... still got pple like my dad's lau pok lorry.... tot nowadays pple juz like posches and Bimmers... haha..... i am loving my dad's lorry!!!!!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

122th post

Man utd vs barcelona!!! haha.... man utd just conceded one goal... plz plz.... score back!!! haha.... den i will sing along... "WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, MY FREN........"

Ops! it is not to be.... bye bye man utd.....

Anyway... please visit berriesbutton.blogspot.com okok? my fren just set up this blogshop. Got Great Singapore Sales on blogshop too!!! haha..

Monday, May 25, 2009

121th post

admission time... haha...chengxi fell in love.. maybe not love la... can't say tt... been there... done tt... know its not... love takes time... haha... but chengxi like someone... ops! but as history prevail.... the person chengxi likes don like chengxi de la... i guess... haha.. don know...

hmmz... talking to frens again.. as i am a professional slacker nowadays.. do nth, meet frens... play.... haha.... anyway... discover tt there is actually 2 sides of mi.... 2-face... as reminded by my fren who describe the 2 side each wif a vulgar hokkien word.. but i shall replace them wif juz "dumb" and "evil"... haha....

maybe i am shallow... haha... until today... i am a firm believer in "love at 1st sight"... shallow right... haha... so i believe... at 1st sight a girl will be in the "i like" or "i don't, impossible" category... and of cos... pple who fell into the 1st category is far n few... and those i know already and still think they are nice and decided to do something bout it is even much much lesser...

which explains my 2 sides... haha.. "dumb" is like foolish dumb to be super nice to the girl i like la! which obvious every guy does tt... hha... but "evil" is kinda like act like as if i am a bad guy... player kind... u know... evil la.... kinda side... which is quite fun at times.... hee... but guess what.... on paper the "dumb" side of mi seems nicer? but i think the "evil" side has more charm!! haha... always manage to charm the girls... which i don know y... but of cos those who saw my "evil" side r not those tt fall into tt very special category for mi la.. this is like attracting the wrong person.. and the nice dumb mi thou nice.. but is always juz nice... haha... think girls don like nice guys liao... nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai hor.... haha...

new revelation from experience... i should treat girls tt i like as if i don like and treat girls i don like as if i like.... maybe will work? haha.. who knows.... anyhow... fated la... aha....

but anyway... chengxi is quiting drinking... for a while.. think body cannot take it liao... haha... graduation too happy... drink til drunk 2 times since tt day... too much!

Friday, May 22, 2009

120th post

i psssed! i graduated!!! i am Freaking happy!!!! i am kang cheng xi!! thank everyone!!! I AM FREAKING DRUNK!!!!

Friday, May 15, 2009

119th post...

Hi everyone! haha... tml is my final time hopefully going back ntu to do academic stuff... just hoping all the other times is for fun or for convocation... haha..... going to submit final year project which i am going to dive into doing after this post... hee...

Anyway... went out alot... catch up wif lotsa frens recently... realised tt many talked bout relationship problems... everyone always have one sentence... "wo yao de hen jian dan" ( what i want is very simple )... true... i tot so too! what i wan is very simple... as my gf... i don expect much from her... haha... so for mi.. once i tot so too! haha.. since what the girl wan is so simple.. and what i can give is so much more.. doesn't it make mi satisfy the condition? haha.. but no... love is no science.. haha.. the same way i didn't make it for tt girl tt time.. haha.. the same way some girls didn't make it for mine... so when i heard pple say tt, i was like.. "yarh! ur bf/gf just don understand tt what u wan is so simple" but inside mi i knew..

For singles... haha... yes.. true... what pple wan is simple.. but the thing is... we r very choosy n selective of who we get it from? isn't it? haha.... some girls can have all the traits i wan or like.. but is juz not the girl i wan care n concern from... some girls just can't or unwilling to give.. but they are juz exactly the girl i wan it from? haha... The world is always like tt... things just don't go ur way all the time... which is what make the world so interesting! hee..... so guys.. haha.. wise up! u can treat a girl so much better den the "stupid guy who she likes but treat her like shit" but u can nv be tt guy.. so just move on to the other.. don make things difficult for u and her.. haha... think girls like guys who juz don treat them tt well... or rather guys too... everyone juz like unattainables... so lets us guys united and be learn to be the "guys who girls like and treat normally or not as gd"... hee... whatever.... anyway say.... as my title... crappy Xchanges...

*this paragraph is deleted due to many of my frens stress on replying my sms... haha"*





PS: Two songs my fren intro-ed during msn... haha... might as well put... one jap one korean.. both emo... but i am not.. so don console mi on tagboard plz....

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

118th post

Today did variety show the whole day! haha.. wif bryan wong, Calvin Soh and Jin jie ( jin yin ji)... hee... very very fun.. very long nv do any shows le... haha... not bad lor.. hee... quite enjoy.. going ard the island and eat n eat n eat... haha... i loving eating.. which explains y my increasing waistline as highlighted by bryan.. haha.. as compared to 3 years ago at staridol la... haha... Too bad nv take any photos... aiyo... haha... juz not my habit la... looks like i got an interesting life so i muz share wif everyone! ( someone told mi i got an interesting life)...

OK... was doing this past life thingy on an iphone today wif a fellow judge... hee... he say quite zhun wor... let mi reveal my past life " A japanese businessman in late 1800s, earn lotsa money in his life, but becos of his time all spent on business, he got no romance life, therefore he indulge in geishas and fall hopelessly in love with one particular geisha, although he is rich and love this geisha very much, the geisha refuse to marry him even thou he begged her several times. In the end... he spend his life earning money and missing the geisha in his latter years and die alone my home, which explains the emptiness felt at times in this lifetime"

haha!! i was like... OooOOoooOooooo... went home to tell my mom bout it.. she say she was a japanese soldier who fought in the war in her past life.. haha... i wonder how she knows thou... thru some medium or what.. but maybe i am not really into past life kinda thing, but i seriously believe in horoscope... use to religious read i-weekly's horoscope n plan my week wif tt... haha... saugittaurus... i love my horoscope! hee...

Monday, May 11, 2009

117th post

Hmmz... late late at night... thou playing some random games online.. but think... have to blog!! haha.. and will blog a long long longgggggggggggg oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... haha... cos someone will read secretly in school right? ops! hhaa... reminded mi a few times... so here i am wif my blog post and photos ( yes, i tried to tk liao)... :)
Lilo & stitch! haha... realise is my lucky charm.. hee...

Tada!!! Graduation dinner yday night!! only have 3 photos to show for... as i discover that my zi pai skills on my hp is really not tt gd.. haha... ( or maybe is it the hp)... haha!! At fullerton hotel thou... didn't eat much... The food is just not to my liking la... not tt its bad... haha... Seeing all my course mates in formal is really weird... since its usually tees, berms and slippers... haha!!! or maybe i don see them alot ( i wonder y).... haha!!! ok... let mi intro...

this 2 guys! Pinky and sam... ok... there should be alex in this pic too! i got his pic but super blur... haha!!! CEE buddies! always find them in lectures! (those time tt i even went la)... haha!! omg... i feel so detached from the faculty... think i really neglect studies too much le... waiting for results.. hoping n hoping it will be well man... haha... but anyway.. they are damn fun pple!!


As u can see from this pic! haha.. i love this guy to bits!! tt i tried to kiss him... haha.... which he said after this "bu yao er xin!!!"... He is daryl huang... come to think of it.. we are in same class from JC yr 1 til now... haha... 6 years same course... and i can tell u... if i ever grad ( of cos i will!!) he have many many credits to claim.. haha... always last min having doubts call him... last min got prob call him... haha... and being daryl... very hardworking all the time... haha... he always manage to help mi... hee... for many subjects la.. so every sem i was quietly hoping to take the same subjects as him! hhaa... really owe him alot alot alot... haha.... thou he helped mi alot.. but he always think ok ok only leh... haha... as u can see.. i am a fun-loving person who plays alot.. last min in studies... he is a "zai-nan"... japanese manga... online games... and up to date in studies de... seldom go out... so yups! He deserve to be a great engineer! hope you get a great great job daryl!!!

Lastly... Nv tried this b4... Zi lian-ing taking photo of myself... haha!!! wonder where i learn from lor.. haha... see the auntie behind mi? haha.. she was like freaking freaking stunned when she heard the "click" camera sound.. haha... den i faster run off... it was halfway thru the dinner... looking the food ( lotsa veges, i don eat veges )... so sian... walk out alone..... strolling ard.... den while walking up the stairs... suddenly heard something "first love"!!! the jap song? u know? Piano version... and walking up the grand marble stairs... the feeling is so........ indescribable... the only other time i had tt feeling is walking down the isle of chimjes wif wedding bells of "canon in D" ringing ( it is during staridol, filming some promo thingy wearing victorian ).. u know those romantic feeling? haha... this time am alone la... wonder who i wish to be beside mi? haha... when i know tt i will bring tt person here.. haha.. die die also ask the pianist play this song again.. after walking up the stairs i walk towards the grand piano.. looked at the guy play tt song until it ends den i walk off lor... yups! After it ends, i went wif my fellow CEE frens to butterfactory, den after tt went changi ( frens house ) to find my guy frens and jiaxi.. they playing cards there... raining la!! rode bike there wearing my suit... i think hor... quite pathetic.. haha...
Above is what happen yday... hhaha.. below de is today! Today is mother's day! haha... and the photos sum it up! hee....
Weird right? haha... beer, peanuts and ipod touch and mother's day? haha.. no link... actually we went indoor stadium Jumbo for dinner... many of us... grandma ( dowager lao fu ye) ma.. haha... everyone muz come! hee... and we love gatherings like this... and jiaxi... with his super duper enthu to watch soccer went to the brewerks beside... so we order a jug of beer... i like the dark one la.. but jx insisted on the light one.... anyway.. yups... watch soccer... beers and using the ipod touch to go online, saw cinder online... so chat wif her til dinner lor.. yups!
My cousin!! ivan! haha... engrossing in the soccer match! haha... 1 year younger den me.... i keep talking candid shots wif my hp... shall upload more next time when i "cope" from my cousin rain's cam... hee..
The food.. haha... chilli crab, pepper crab... prawn... lamb chops... sotong... fish.... youtiao.... alot alot la... we are all big big eater! haha... and can u imagine.. those mantou to dip the sauce of the chilli crab... my table ( 10 of us) ate 50 buns! haha.. tts madness.. super madness...
Introducing... my only biao jie ( cousin).. ivy! haha.. the 1st one to get married.. cos she already planned le.. this oct hold ROM and dinner! haha... the next oldest is jiaxi le.. haha... pressure on!! sinyee arh sinyee... i wan to call u da sao very soon! haha... ops! the guy beside her? haha... the new member of this big family very soon... her soon-to-be husband... very nice caring guy... haha... i wonder they knew i took this photo a not.. haha... see the indulging face? haha... crab is really not bad.. haha...
My 3 biao mei... haha.... ok... i missed out on rain and yong kang n yong seng... aiya... haha... ok.. on extreme right is amelia ( baby - by my mom, thou she is like 179cm tall now! )... den amanda ( manler - by grandma ) and ramona ( momo - everyone calls her tt la, even herself ).. happily eating right? haha.. don even know i took photos.. hee...
After the dinner my uncle drive mi to changi to collect my bike.. cos this morning when coming back raining heavily.. so took the lorry instead and bike left there.. my uncle got super nice car lor... BMW335 cabriolet... cost so much la, 270k i think... i want one of those too! hopefully b4 30 years old.. haha.... 5 years to work towards! hee... and the following photos i took on the way back...
Can see clearly? This chinaman lying on the floor... this malay guy standing beside.. i see this i faster go up a kerb on the road side and went to take a look... think maybe i kpo la.. but i was thinking if i could help.. cos the pple ard look helpless.. but heng.. i am useful... cos the pple ard are all malays... i heard tt they bang him down at this junction.. but don know the details la.. they can't communicate.. so i talk to the injured uncle lor... he is bleeding profusely from his head.. hit the back of his head lor.. he say he wanna sit up but can't cos whole body no energy.. i just stayed beside him n talk to him.. comfort him lor... den translate for him n the malay guys.. hmmz... apparently he forgot y he is here.. where he come from and where he is going.. oh man.... worried for him lor... i think he is very scared... so i juz keep talking to him la... should be better ba.. i don know... after a while the ambulance came...
TADA!!! ending shot... Here comes the hero! paramedics... when i see them le den i leave them to do their work lor... spent quite some time here.. but ok lor... did a good deed.. happy! haha...
Talking bout accident... someone once v close to my heart had an accident yday... called mi for help for a towing number.. i went to find out and give lor... hmmz... call mi again in the morning for some advice and road laws stuff as i was once a military police traffic rider... should know those... as i was advicing.... i asked "are you injured?"... she broke down and cry... hmmmz... felt tt i should do something la... or rather.. so used to doing something.. but am in no position for tt... and don wanna seem to enthu also... so i gave words of comfort... i think... its only right tt i do what was require lor... offered help.. so gonna help in some stuff of settling this accident.. maybe in some sense this accident thingy did make mi glad... glad tt in times of need n danger... at least i am still a safe and reliable person to turn to... and felt tt maybe this.... hatred disappear... maybe lor.. never meant to have any hatred anyway... but anyway... i adviced her to see a doctor and tts all i did... enough ba... someone else should be already there to care le i guessed..... oh ya... realised... maybe its becos of the call den i went for a stroll in the middle of the dinner and dance ba... den came the "1st love" song.. and some sms tt always makes mi forget my worries n troubles... haha... magical isn't it.... realised... "simplicity is beauty", "ignorance is bliss".... right? haha...

Friday, May 8, 2009

116th post.....

hei, my fren selling some disc and stuff from this web... take a look!
http://isaywhatwhat.livejournal.com/

Thursday, May 7, 2009

115th post..



Have anyone seen the advert where there is this tkgs girl who her dad bought her a pair of cheaper heels and then she broke them at a party... came back with lotsa anger and the dad still mend it for her... found a even better dad... which is my dad! He washes all my clothes for me when i brought like 20 kg of clothes back from hall... change my fish tank water for mi ( thou killing 4 fishes in the process).. and den help jx stick his shoe back for him when they are spoilt (as shown above)... honestly.. thou my mom always say him and stuff... he just quietly doing his duty as a dad... thou he got his bad points... like overly scare of bad things happening... fuss over very small things.. but those are with super gd intentions.. sianz lor.. i still yell at him when he wakes mi up in the morning... cos i am a lazy pig who love to sleeps... i shall remind myself tt i should treat n respect him better... and stupid jiaxi.. u better do the same too... ur super lousy temper... try to curb la! you see he do YOUR shoe for u leh... not even mine..




Take a look at this 2 pictures... the loads of notes are carried by me and jiaxi here from our room... so heavy! i guess.. more den 50 kg ba... can see all you how much it is? haha.... its me and my friend's notes accumulated over the past years... so now u noe how wasteful of paper is a university student le hor.. wah.. got this recycle plan going on in sch.. to reuse them for junior and not throw away..... but.... have to sort it out ourselves... haha... no way i am going to do tt man!! tts y gd enough le la.. putting beside recycle bin... its like freaking tall la.. haha!!


And lastly.. my latest photo... haha... just dyed my hair to natural brown and had a new haircut... like it? haha...
PS: there is only 1 cinderella la... haha... and she is.... *ay**y *oo j** *i...... haha!!!!!


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

114th post...

okay... i am always slow.. slow in my feelings.. so i didn't felt anything when i wasn't renewed la... didn't wanted to say much too thou.. but since jiaxi like post so much about me.. maybe i should just be honest bout it myself... the questions pple wanted to ask should be "are you disappointed?"... maybe if i say i am not a tat disappointed is lying ba... ok.. during the course of today i told many lies.. haha... i am disappointed la.. As during the course of my university life, i was having quite some problems managing, so obviously have this wish of concentrating on it to try if i could make it after graduation? but i wouldn't be very disappointed... I had 3 good roles for this 3 years... Am honestly have to say i am very very lucky... wasn't happy with the progress i made with the roles thou. since its good roles and i am still not actually not improving much as an artiste... maybe its the break in between every drama ba.. popularity keep going up and down... cos need to study... whatever it is.. its over... Had gave serious tot before to "what if i really became a full time"... Perhaps only val knows bout it... i always wanted to do a "thomas ong", to leave the industry at my prime... As i was a family orientated man.. its quite risky as entertainment industry differs from outside.. Your value drops as you age... i thought of the scenario before... the scenario that i am in my thirties with family and kids... and i became not popular and struggling.. i would have problems as i need to support my family? The underlying plan is to leave at ard 28-30 if i were to continue la.. now it ended prematurely... but come to think of it, it might not be a bad thing either right? i can start at the same starting point as all my peers from university... Honestly, was touched with all those tags... Didn't know that i was so awaited by pple.. thinking of what i have achieve..



1. 3 lead roles

2. Leave my name on wikipedia ( something my genius cousin wants alot )

3. Making lotsa friends during this 3 years

4. Finally overcame my serious stage fright ( which is the reason y mom wants mi to join staridol in the 1st place )



i think i have gained quite alot... and of cos.... lastly... the support and love i have from all those who tagged or those who recognised me on the streets and smile to me... hei!! this make the world i am living in a much much better place isn't it? Of cos with the exiting of me, the last staridol in the company... There are no longer staridols left... Know tt it will be labelled as a failure talent search competition or whatever... but i will always remember it.... staridol... MING XING OU XIANG!! haha... although i know few rem la.. always have to clarify i am not from star search or superstar... haha... but anyway.. its special isn't it? the only one of its kind competition... i have dvds for all my shows... haha.. can show my kids next time... thinking thru from the start til now... have so many people to thank

1. relatives - thanks so so much.. i know u all put in lotsa effort and of cos votes to put me to where i am today... and i am actually quite paisei to disappoint la... really really.. its nv fail to remind me tt i have this big and wonderful family behind me all the time..

2. xiaowei - my gf last time during the competition... she really did alot for me.. and i always have this guilt to her la

3. Variety team - yong hua jie, lay tin, spruce, wen cong, kai lan... i still rem u all vividly... the day when i was eliminated.. i know many of you all are very sad... and i always rem them

4. Drama - ling song jie, rong di, ning qiang, fen fei etc.. hhaa.. drama really too many to name... i know you all did alot for me.. although to everyone in the company i am a little blur boy.. haha.. but i actually do know... thanks... thanks so so much....

5. wardrobe, make up - florence, mun kok, siew yi. ye jie, you ling jie, ivy jie and alot more... all treat mi so nice... hee...thanks!!!!

6. All my fellow peer actors and frens - not bad wor... nice to know you guys.. haha.. don know wanna name names also la.. haha

7. Val - know u don wanna me to do this job.. but now when i really didn't.. am glad tt its not becos of you.. its becos of............. whatever.. i still wanna thank you.. u make mi grow up alot. From your " i wan to be a star, to just have this moment of fireworks in my life and than i can do my work for the rest of my life satisfied" i know i had my fireworks... and a nice one too... satisfied le.. hope u have yours too soon...


8. of cos mummy n bro n dad - nth needs to be said.. should be understooded haha...



usually pple say this when they get award or something la.. but i just say lor.. at least pple got a chance to see what i have to say ma... right? thinking of the roads ahead... understooded by the girls of my age all feel lost when they grad... haha.. cos i feel lost too... so many options so many roads... which one to go ne? don know... so far thinking... maybe be a banker? maybe be a engineer since its my expertise? or maybe be a air steward for a few years as it has always being my dream to travel ard and see the world... whatever it is... at this kind of times... i am glad i still have choice la... haha... Have to thank a certain cinderella also... haha... she keeps me happy no matter what happen de leh... haha.. i wonder y.... maybe its her cheerfulness, innocence and youthfulness ba... or maybe her ability to simplify everything... haa!! Ops! haha... In 5 hours time i will do my fyp presentation and thats the end of what i need to do for my degree.. haha... so.... the plan now is........ don't think so much!! lets party 1st then think... zouk tml!!! mambo night!! haha... cousins, my soccer buddies all on liao... haha!!! genting over the weekends and den next week do "pai pai zhan cha cha kan"... so i think still have chance to see me on tv la.. haha.. this one lor.. variety show... i think i say too much right? haha... go le lor.. read some notes for tml's presentation den go sleep le... good night everyone... i will still blog de.. and the post will be more personal le i guess... since i don have to worry bout image or whatsoever la.. its a burden put down also.. some pics to show the process?


1st photo i took to join staridol ( ugly la!)

Fellow contestants!
my staridol fans...

me and my champ



Bai wan bao



with the very fun APs/ PAs and fenfei!




Bao bei fu nu bing ( aiyo, i don have with joanne de photo).. haha!



lastly, yi fang ban ting... grow very close to paige during filming arh.. she is a nice girl.. guide me alot.. haha...

TADA!! post again soon.. tataz!

Monday, May 4, 2009

113th post

Hee... hmmz.. don know does this disappoint any of my readers... i think will la... not recontracting wif mediacorp... 1st july officially last day as mediacorp artiste la... so.... should be no next show le.. haha.. but its okay... hee... one door shuts many doors open.. and am very sure many of those doors will be better... hha!!! sorry to disappoint arh... :)

Saturday, May 2, 2009

112 post..

haha.. didn't celebrate much the day after.. but from then til now.. its celebration max!!! haha... didn't even have much time to online or sleep.. sleep like 2hrs a day average? haha.. even more jialat den exams period but i am loving every bit of it... Went for a lunch date yday, den followed by going to best fren's sis bday... den movie... den poker thru the night... and morning too la... til 10 plus in the morning... its juz madness... haha... went back to took a little wink and wake up to go orchard for ktv! haha... den dinner and movie.. den ta da!!! back home!! exhausted.. tired... happy... haha....Had quite an experience this afternoon... long time since i feel a bit shy... haha... omg.. don know y.... not really shy la.. more like "gang ga".... Fun ktv session!!!! haha.... weihao once again chu-proness singing skills... haha!!! think since we play poker.. long time nv ktv le.. haha... poker is juz too fun... now going to sleep.. sleep and sleep... until.... whenever.. .no worries... ahaha.... omg... having the time of my life!!! haha.....
"ITS MY LIFE!! ITS NOW OR NEVER!!! I AIN"T GONNA LIVE FOREVER!!!"