Wednesday, July 30, 2008

74th post.

See the picture above? its my latest drawing... Sometimes i juz have this scenery stuck in my head den i will want to paint it out... juz a scene tt struck me.. So having a super duper boring n lonely day today... i painted.. today is like one of the most "eventless" ( opposite of eventful) day since i can rem.. i wake up, have breakfast at 2 pm den go back n lie on my bed.. sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up.. wanna move n do something but nth can be done.. den go look at the basketball court downstairs also no one play basketball... after tt juz go have dinner at grandma house... its juz like.. i felt tt even i disappear from this world for 4 hrs n no one will know... it has been a long time since i felt this way... hmmz... at night when my mom goes to sleep after i watch tv wif her til 1 plus.. i wan to do something.. yday i go jogging.. jog a long route tt i nv took b4.. wif my hp's music on... wrong choice thou cos i juz eaten n my leg is injured... i vomited twice during the jog but didn't stop til i complete it... my leg is injured over a soccer match over the weekend... my ankle was having a big swell due to someone stamping on it. den shin got this big patch of blue black n left arm scratches n swell.. i am not whining la.. but i seldom get so much injured parts la.. always 1 part only... so yday's jog actually make the swell in my ankle hurt more n today i juz couldn't chose jogging as my time killer anymore.. friday got celebrity soccer match.. sunday morning got "lucky strike" (the soccer team i am in wif my brother) friendly match... ok.. long story over... which is y... i juz painted.. nth else i could do... i use the canvas which is on a frame de.. .bought together wif val for a long time le.. but none of us bear to use.. cos more expensive ma.. we always use the $2 flat one.. this is like $7 i think.. i think juz leave it there nv use also wasted, so i painted.. not as happy wif it as my autumn tree painting but ok lo... juz something tt i painted on impulse...

Watched "the notebook" yday... which maybe a source of idea for this painting.. anyone watched it b4? i start watching it like 4 am.. n watch til 6 plus.. its about this guy n gal met in a summer vacation of the rich gal.. the guy is juz a poor village boy. they fell in love.. den separated becos of female parent's objection... den the boy wrote letters n stuff to her all get blocked by the mom n the gal moved on n found a new guy.. the boy went to realise a vision they had n rebuild a old house the way they said they wanted it to be.. den obviously they met again.. the gal have to chose between the boy n her fiance who is v rich n very nice... she love both.. but in the end.. obviously following the heart matters most! chosed the guy.. n at present time.. the gal is old le.. den senile.. so the husband keep repeating the story of the past to her everyday.. n den miracle happen.. she rem who she is n her husband.. den 5 mins later forgets n forget who he is again.. the ending part.. she finally rems n they hold hand n sleep together n die together... touching.. very touching... which i realise... in movie.. they always ask u to follow ur heart... anyone would tell u tt if u don follow ur heart, u will regret it in future for certain.. but............ is following ur heart really applicable in real life? heart n mind.. both r important part of ur body.. and y are they always contradicting.... so follow the heart? or be rational??

PS: chengxi is lonely, very lonely......

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

73th post...




hi everyone!!! i juz went to a movie premiere wif my grandma!!!! As u all can see la... 1st time i go wif grandma.... hope i make her happy today!!! hee.. the money no enough 2 is really nice la! have to admit tt its touching til u can try ur best to hold ur tears n am confident to say u won succeed.... its really v close to ur heart and honestly v v nice!!! yeah... hmmz...

and yeah... got pple dropping by to ask me for photos by mail cos they know of the surprise... er.... wah... i make them wait a few mths til i go send... afraid tt i might forget or again take so long.. but those who really wan can email me to request for some... plz indicate ur name n address.... haha.. n my email.. got a few la.. i will only response to those tt send the email to the "yahoo" one lo... the "live" email doesn't work de... n plz no email to any hotmail acct ok? its not valid... haha... as for my yahoo acct de email, its stated in one of my previous post.. those who know de will be able to send me the email lo... haha!!!

PS: omg... chengxi is sinking deeper n deeper into the abyss of sadness... someone save me!!

Monday, July 28, 2008

72th post...

As its kinda known to pple.. i am like single for a couple of weeks now... feeling of grievances and kinda anger is slowly turn to sadness.... i find myself wallow in them quite alot recently... which is what i think is the theory of "grass is always greener on the other side".. when u r attached, u see pple can do wat they like... go club, go poker or watever la... den u are like controlled and stuff.. so u kinda wanna break free and stuff... when u r single.. u discover tt the club stuff, poker stuff and all is not what u wanted afterall... to get those, u lost someone who is always there for u... someone to share ur happiness, to go eat nice stuff tt u wanna eat.. go make sure tt u will not be lonely... someone to call to n to lament all ur grievances to... someone to hold... someone to get u thru lonely nights n stuff.. den suddenly it dawn upon u tt maybe wat is given up is not worth for what get? and den wat else? juz... a tot... n a reminder to pple... cherish the pple ard u.. cos... u nv know wat u r taking for granted....

Friday, July 25, 2008

71st post..

hi everyone! i am so bored at home again... being sleeping at home all the time... wed was kinda fun thou! went zouk!!! again quite brotherly gay... go wif my brother! one of our hall mate karen's bday... bro call her kaka la... haha... and it was a starry starry night at zouk... cos i saw who? haha... i saw "jessica liu"!!! haha.. but of cos not the real jessica la... haha.. is one of karen's fren... her side view arh.. is like totally identical to jesssica la! its like more alike den me n my bro lo... haha... but front view don look like la.. haha... she says pple say she look like stephanie sun.. which is quite true la.. front view = stephanie sun, side view = jessica liu... hhaa.. weird... but anyway.. ang moh pai gal.. didn't talk much to her also... haha... den guess who i saw next... its fang zhu min.. if u all know is who la... i think his dad more famous... jackie chan!! the jackie chan's son la.. u know? at first i tot "cannot be la!" but i saw this guy... i think is huang yun ren beside him.. den rem tt there is a report saying both of them quite gam... so yups! should be him ba...

the thing is.... i have a medical check up at mediacorp in the morning... suppose to fast the night b4.... i did lo.. nv eat anything.. thou drank a can of heineken before going zouk la.. n went back at 4 plus... but i think got effect lo... high blood pressure detected during my test... 140/90... the nurse say quite high for a 23 year old la.. omg.. den come the thing i dreaded... blood test.. aiyo.. i hate the needle la.. i am like so so gan chiong... the nurse have to calm me down la... jialat... becos of the high blood pressure.. i decide to pay $130 more for the blood to be tested fully instead of the normal free package... aiya.. since the blood already taken.. don waste la! test more.. haha.. i also fear for my health... didn't eat vege since young... sure v unhealthy de.. wanna detect early la.. in case.......... i can still do something bout it... gosh.. i muz exercise more n eat more healthy to bring down the blood pressure le.... hmmz... hope its becos of the late night n beer.... haha.. ops! seems like a bad boy thingy arh... no no.... seldom de.. only cos left 1 week holiday play a bit... haha!!!!

PS: going over to shunji matsuo now for a hair cut n treatment ( since nth to do, "tai tai" a bit)
PS2: OMG!!! no one receive my surprise yet?!!!! gosh!!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

70th post.

hi everyone.. i am now posting a post cos nth to do la.. going to attend the movie premiere of "journey to the centre of the earth" in like an hr time... going wif who? haha... its none other den my dear brother.. jiaxi la!!! haha.. bring him go la... haha... 1st time in history i watch a movie wif him arh... like always watch is got frens or wat.. nv did we go watch a movie together b4... sounds so "sister".. like sisters will do tt la.. brothers... i don noe... weird? haha.. play soccer maybe.. movie? haha.. anyway.. gonna try soon!




See this 4 person on top!? haha... my jc classmates.. hee... we were at orchard de TCC... having coffee lo... nv go out wif them for v long also la... haha... juz tt every sunday play soccer wif them... haha.... damn farnie... we go out n talk still like jc like tt.. haha... n they are quite amazed that i this "bird"( they call me tt in jc) also can be actor arh.. hahaaa... damn farnie... and they say they wanna come tease my blog.. n leave tags... we shall see bout tt... bring it on!! hhaa....

The burger i had for dinner!!! madness burger.... 1 piece of dory fish.. .2 thick beef patty and a slice of chicken wif cheese!! haha... $20... eat le wan to die le.. super full la!!! haha.. but is nice de lor... hee....


The 2 photos above is taken on the last day of my attachment... i kinda wanna try wat is it like to be worker again for the last day.. so i go help them paint the silo and pipes... see the rest of the worker behind? their yellow yellow boots!! oh yarh.. suddenly remind me.. my yellow boots i forgot to take back!! haha..... the other one is taken on my bike... see wats on the lorry!?? A cow!!! a live cow!!! isn't tt amazing? in the middle of city... at rochor there... a COW on a lorry!! i saw and i give chase... haha... den use 1 hand to ride bike den 1 hand to dig out my hp n take this photo while riding... dangerous yes.. haha.. but..... juz have to take it la... its too amazing le.. A COW!!!! haha......
PS: some of the fans may be in for a surprise soon...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

69th post..

I............................
Didn't update for long...

Will be backed soon...

Monday, July 14, 2008

68th post

This is my 3rd drawing... I rate it as my best so far.. very happy wif it...


This is my 4th... i drew this on a lazy sunday tt i have nth to do... hmmz....

Don know wat to say, will come n edit this post soon to add more words... view my painting at the moment ba.. see the mood behind each of them? hmmz.....

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

67th post!

hi everyone!!

Am happy! cos attachment ending le! but...... er..... i find tt i only have 2 holiday week b4 sch starts.. which is gonna be hell cos i register for so many subjects.. haha! jialat....
but anyway.. out from my very boring lifestyle nowadays (which is y nv update la, nth interesting), i found a new new hobby! which is painting! haha.... ok... i this lao ah pek going to say story again...
Art/painting and me is very very not matching.. y? cos i dreaded doing art since young! i still rem the happiness after sec 2 not to do art n craft anymore... haha.. rem being punish very very hard by art teacher for failing to hand in art piece.. shan talk bout the punishment cos if i do.. haha.. think the teacher will hit headlines in newspaper tml for torturing student.. but in my era very normal la.. haha... i am a very very non-art person.. i can't draw, can't paint... juz can't lo... hmmz...
let me recall an incident, it was sec 2... during our art exam.. its a final year exam (those 2 hrs n 30 mins kind).. in cchs.. i still rem its at the classroom at the old block (called new block when i studying there) level 1 beside the toilet... the title is "birthday card".. i decided to be a tat too artistic.. or rather i am lazy la.. i juz squeeze my paints on it and use my palm to mix it ard... at tt time got this lesson teach ma.. its call colour art or something arh.. after tt i fold the drawing board into half n write in my best possible manner "happy bday" inside.. i finish in like 30 mins la.. den my art teacher came n take my art piece n ask "wat is this?" i say " bday card lo".. she say "this is not art, this is a mess, do again..." i say " i think its artistic leh".. haha.... i am a very naughty boy in sec sch la.. den she tore it up in front of me n say " do again" den she walk away.. i am like " wat the......" but den.. the very very rebelious me of cos do exactly the same art piece again (not hard to anyhow replicate ma) n this time she walk pass look at it, shake her head n walk off... as expected.. i fail my art... 17/100.. and tada! thats my last experience wif art...
ok... now... bored.... and becos gf like art.. haha. so bought art stuff n started painting.. i realise tt as i paint i am very happy la!!! i didn't plan wat to paint.. juz start by drawing some random things.. den stop.. watch tv... think n think... den add something.. and so on.. although in the end will "hua she tian zhu" (draw snake add legs) a bit la.. but hei! i like wat i drew la.. n proud of it cos i nv knew i could paint! haha.. although the more i look, the more i think its like pri sch student kinda painting la.. but hell! haha.. i had fun painting them! hee.. my 1st 2 painting below.. tk a look? juz finish drawing my 3rd one.. still wet can't scan... but my fav piece so far.. haha... show u all next time.. now comment on my 2 drawings plz? haha.. no need to limit to gd stuff or wat la.. criticise all u wan!!!! will be happy to see bad comments too cos hei.. its juz for discussion only ma.. haha..
oh yarh.. was online juz now a while den offline le.. cos was painting n can't reply much.. sorry to those who i nv say gd bye n juz offline like tt... sincerely sorry.. online again soon k? hee...



Saturday, July 5, 2008

66th post

Seeing pple advertise on my tag board.. haha... suddenly gave me an idea.. hahaa

Take a look!

http://www.mylittletreat.blogspot.com/

hee....

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

65th post

hi everyone! sorry for not posting earlier... i muz admit this time is not i busy.. haha.. is i addicted to this game call "football manager".. its really kind of a game tt i play when i still in sec sch.. all the way til now.. haha.. its quite fun! although i guess alot of u wouldn't know wat the game is about.. its about taking control of a football club and buying player and organising a team n play in competition which u have not control over the players during the game... juz wait n see how ur tactics and player selection works... hee..

yups.. being playing this game n working recently lo.. kinda stupid la.. actually.. haha.. but i played this stupid game for like a decade le! haha... anyway....

my attachment ending soon... 3 more weeks.. kinda got used into life in zhaoyang... in construction site... hmmz.. looking forward to my 3 weeks break b4 going back to sch... i registered for 13 subjects this coming sem... 9 core.. 4 electives... i think at least will be studying for 11 subjects and doing fyp at the same time! woah... i think i am gd sia.. haha... 33 aus plus 1- for fyp!! haha.. i am the man! ( plan only la... end of sem sure die.. haha.. see how den) hee....

Anyway.... nice to know tt pple still visit my blog even thou my show ended like quite long ago! thanks for always being there! haha... tataz